wells......to make it plain and simple me and kris got "ok" over the weekend....i went down to see him saturday we went to go eat and and rented movies....then on sunday i came back down again.....dont forget its me consistantly goin down to him! before he was in buena park and i was there almost everyday with work and all in the mornin! but now hes in diamond bar for awhile which aint so bad.... but anways on sunday we chilled at his house wid harry,john,and minnie we just ordered pizza and rented this dumb scry movie....for the first half i was outside talkin to JENNY! my love....just about all of our troubles wid our booboo headed b/fs and about massive! and in the middle of my convo my sis called askin if i had seen gidget one of our chihuahuas and i told her no....and i think i saw him in the mornin so we hung up and i didnt think much of it....then i got off the phone wid jenny a lil bit after and went back in....and in kris pad there is NO reception none whats so ever so i hove to go outside and shit to make calls and what nots or be lucky to find an area with reception in da pad...but we all finished watchin the movie and shit chilled then me n kris went upstairs but i was tryin to call my family n shit to see if they found gidget or not.....and with no reception and all that it got me aggravated and when i got to kris room i recieved 2 msgs from my house pagin me to call them back and i kept callin everyones cell phone but i finally called the house and my sister told me our dog got shot down the street.....damn.....i was honestly in shock.....i left kris pad so mad i drove home goin 110 120 all the way not givin a fuck....when i got home i asked where was the body she told down by the stop sign..barely 30 40 ft away.....so fucked up...gidget wasnt ur average size chihuahua....its much smaller then normal ones....so who in gods name would shot it...honestly....i wanna go door to door and ask....but im afraid what i would doi if i found out....im so sick and tired of all of it.....::sigh::i just dont know anymore.....and to top it off kris got me heated!!! last night...fucken he hits me up around 10ish sayin hes gonna come down and shit and i was all like aWwWw thats swt rah?!?!?.....so he calls again at 11pm sayin hes gonna come down rah now or some shit and that he'll call me so im like ok...im sittin around watchin tv it get to 1145....and im like ok mayb hes just being a slow driver and what nots.....then 1215....calls me....like "hey what u doin?" im like uHhHh chillin wathing tv....and im like " what u doin?" and hes all im in my car..." so im thinkin hes in his car just pullin up to my pad....and then he like get quite and says hey so is it cool if i still come down or is it to late?....WHOA at that point i blew up! i was like i thut u were alrady on ur way! and hes all well jimmy and so and so came by...and i was like WDF did u call them over and hes all ya earlier i did but they finally came down when i was getttin ready to leave.. i just smoked  jimmy and so and so out and got my money back....and i was like Why the fuck are u gonna tell me ur on ur way to my pad and know that ur friends are still on there way and hes all i called them earlier to come by.....so i was like therefore u knew they were gonna come by so u knew u werent gonna leave ur pad til u saw them so y offer to come here and have me wait on u while ur fuckin out with ur friends..and he couldnt say shit and he said if it was still cool to come by and i was like im tried imma knock out....and hung up......not once did he ever say sorry ever! and its so fucked up that he doesnt when he fucks up....he just thinks that its ok to fuck up and shrugs it off.....but i really dont know how much longer i can handle him not treatin me right.. seriously.....last week he was with his friends all fucken day n night when i needed him the most and hes doin it agen this week!...LIKE WDF!!! pissin me off soo much....i just dont even know.....